Sunday, June 19, 2011

Missing Picture..

  This is the first year book i got with a missing picture, but the picture was missing not because they were sick or year book staff missed them, but because she's not here. And she will never be here again..
  It's really upsetting to go through all your books and to have your smiling face in it till you come to the last one and your no where to be found. It's so upsetting, depressing and it makes you almost not ever want one.
  I know we should be happy for you, I know we should be happy for ourselves, but it's hard. Hard to tell ourselves that your gone, and we have to be happy. I want to cry, I want to go bury myself in a huge hole and never escape.
  It's not fair god had to take such an amazing girl like you. But i guess God has an amazing plan for all of us. And I cant wait to find out. Katie we all miss you dearly and can't wait to see you in time. :)
I love you Katie, forever and always.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Best Thing??

  Your the best thing that has happened to me.. To bad people are not things! So it's more like your the best person that has ever came into my life. And thats exactly what you are. You understood, and didn't judge. You helped without helping. Weird, I know. You sat and listened without saying a word and some how suprisingly it helped. I never quiet understood thow you managed to do that, but you did and it amazed me. Katie I miss you so much. I need help like no other and it's so hard to find help from anyone anymore. Only because it's not the same as you.
  So the best person that has ever came into my life.. Well darling you are by far that! :) And thank you for everything else you have ever done for me or with me!
                                I love you Katie
                                    forever & ever