Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Goodbye

We all deal with problems and heart breaks but when it ends up being you 14 year old friend... That's gut wrenching. Everyone tells me I should move on and be happy because that's what Katie would want. But what about my wants? huh? I'm important to! Ya, I know my wants are irreversible but it never hurts to have them. Katie played and important role in every ones lives and in our school. She inspired people. I'm sure this sounds pretty bit for only a 14 year old girl, but it's the truth. Not everyone is perfect and yes Katie had her days. But doesn't everyone?
It's pretty sad that it takes a classmate, a sister, a friend, a daughter, a granddaughter, and much more, to bring us closer. But it also had it's bad times. People got in more fights. More drama. Most of her friends ended up having their grades drop. Not having Katie around changed a lot of things. Going to high school this year means were leaving Katie behind. The high school never met Katie so they weren't blessed and they didn't have the amazing experience like us. The principal wont do anything special for Katie so that's why leaving the middle school is like moving to another country. So I guess I have to "move to another country". It's been harder than I thought. So I guess this is a good bye Katie. For now.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Katie, Helping & Everything in Between

Are you hurting over something that happened?
God knows all about it, and he understands how you feel. He cares. Let him comfort you, leave the "why" to him, and trust him to use what has happened for his glory. Psalms 147:3 says "He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds."
When you feel like your at your end and can't take another bad thing, turn to God. He's always there for you. Don't be afraid to talk to him alone or with friends, who could help you.
Katie was always there for you when ever you needed her. Call her up and she practically already knew your problem and what she was going to do to help. She loved helping people and she still can. Pray. Pray to her for help, or to god for guidance. Angles are for a reason To help. Katie's job is to help and to be at peace.
Help yourself by praying, helping, giving, or even caring. There are many people out there who are willing to accept the help, but you have to assert yourself to it.
So answer this, Katie helped, why cant you?