Katie, Helping & Everything in Between

Are you hurting over something that happened?
God knows all about it, and he understands how you feel. He cares. Let him comfort you, leave the "why" to him, and trust him to use what has happened for his glory. Psalms 147:3 says "He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds."
When you feel like your at your end and can't take another bad thing, turn to God. He's always there for you. Don't be afraid to talk to him alone or with friends, who could help you.
Katie was always there for you when ever you needed her. Call her up and she practically already knew your problem and what she was going to do to help. She loved helping people and she still can. Pray. Pray to her for help, or to god for guidance. Angles are for a reason To help. Katie's job is to help and to be at peace.
Help yourself by praying, helping, giving, or even caring. There are many people out there who are willing to accept the help, but you have to assert yourself to it.
So answer this, Katie helped, why cant you?

Why?

Man it's already been a year... I honestly don't know what to say. A lot of people have moved on. Not necessarily forgot you but they don't hurt as bad... I on the other hand still hurt as if it just occurred today. I want to stop hurting so bad. Only if, you know.. Only if we went to school. Only if I got on facebook to see you weren't doing anything. Only if I invited you over for the heck of it. There was so many ways this could be diverted, and yet it wasn't.. Was there a reason for it? Was it meant to be? Or was it a pure accident? something that wasn't supposed to happen but did unfortunately. But why? Isn't that the biggest question for everything?! It's the most asked question. Every 40 seconds someone asks WHY? Why this? Why that? But why? Why that way? Why then? Why there? Those questions are unfortunately never going to be answered or don't need to be. We are supposed to trust God and his decisions. We should honor him as always despite what "wrongful" thing he has done. But were always curious and that's not considered a sin. So being curious here.. Why there? Why then? Why that way? And most definitely why her?! why